Heavenly Bliss

I close my eyes and picture the day that we met for the very first time. We talked so many times of the pleasure we would give one another, the erotic places that we would venture to throughout the world where neither of us have been before. This would become our special place, the world only the two of us would ever share for the rest of our lives.

The vision of me getting ready comes to mind first. I was so nervous that day and he later shared with me that he was too! What were we doing? I felt like a school girl going to kindergarten on the first day, the first day of Jr. High, the first day of my period, my very first kiss, and my first time with a man. My very first time at everything is how I felt. I was more scared that he would change his mind or not accept me than I was nervous about finally being with him. It comes back to me so clear that I can feel myself drifting to that moment in time, suspended there by the thoughts of us engaged in our own ritual.

I rush around, hurrying to get ready but careful to put on the perfect touches of makeup, dab the perfect amount of perfume in all the right places and pick out the most suitable clothing that will accent my figure. Once finished, the brutal inspection begins. Is my hair perfect? Have I applied too much hair spray? I sure don't want his fingers to get caught in it. Oh, that would be so embarrassing. I smile at the vision that runs through my mind and my face turns red with embarrassment. Not a good idea! Maybe I should wear it up. No, that's no good. That would be too much trouble getting it down and back up. Does this outfit look okay? Will it make him desire me? What if I don't look appealing this morning? Will he still crave for me? Oh stop worrying, I tell myself. But, that is easier said than done.

I take a couple deep breaths, grab my purse and head out the door. On the way my thoughts are all over the place. I can't help but wonder how he will take me. Will he be loving and gentle? Will he ravage me once I walk in the door? I'm hoping for both. I ache to feel his hands all over me, to feel his lips on mine, to feel him give himself to me. I need to feel his body naked, skin on skin. Oh, I have wanted the touch of his skin on mine for so long. I can feel my body temperature rising and the juices begin to slowly pool between my legs. I reach down and pat my sweet spot "patience" I whisper. I know that heaven is on its way. My heart beats faster as I pull into the drive. I don't spend one minute of hesitation in the car, my mind is made up and I know what I must have now in order to survive another minute.

I hear someone fumble with the lock and realize I am holding my breath. I let it out slowly as I try to maintain a bit of composure. My heart is beating so hard and fast I wonder if he can hear it through the door. I can't believe that I am finally here ready to give this man every piece of my being. I think of lunging myself at him when he opens the door. Should I just be calm and let him take the reigns?

Before I have another thought, he opens the door and my knees get weak. He reaches for me just as they start to buckle; his touch sends electric jolts through my body. My toes begin to tingle with the very first step. I look up at him and see his eyes are filled with desire and love and hunger. He growls at me and takes in my scent. I tremble as he draws me closer to him. I can read in his eyes that he is eager to have me, eager for me to give myself to him, eager to take more. I know that I am his at this very moment and I will let him have me any way he desires. I wonder, briefly, which he desires first. My heart beats harder as he draws me close enough to feel his breath.

I am ready to meet his every need. I am ready to give and take and give more and take more until our bodies lay limp on the bed or floor. I lick my lips. An insatiable need to taste him has just come crashing through my body. My mouth waters almost excessively, no need for the bib just yet I smile at him letting him know we are going to have one hell of a time. My desires are fueled to go to the moon!

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