Our Journey - part 1

Rain. It's been raining the whole day.. and, while I couldn't explain exactly the reason, I loved it. I enjoy rain.. and I don't mind walking in it without an umbrella or rain clothes. I was getting ready to leave to the airport, and, while packing the few number of items I decided to bring along, I couldn't stop smiling.. and asking myself 'Why did it start to rain only _today_? Was it maybe to signal the amount of water we will all need for the next 2 days? .. Or maybe to suggest the wetness that weekend will be made of?'. I had no clear answer to those questions.. yet.

The flight was quick, no problems going through the new security filters. There is only one issue when you fly towards such a weekend. I could not stop thinking of all the chats we had.. I could not _not_ think of what you might feel, right at that moment, a few hours away.. and all those thoughts kept me hard almost the entire trip. and it became quite a challenge to somehow avoid people from noticing it, including the stewardess. Well, I pretended I was cold and I took the available blanket to cover myself. I didn't look around.. I knew everyone was wearing short sleeves and shorts.. and me - covered partially with a blanket. Oh well, I am different, I guess.

Landing time arrives.. and then going through customs. I don't even realize when all these happen. My mind is completely immersed in one thought only.. how to get sooner and faster to you, [lover]. How to feel your skin.. against mine.. your hands.. into my own.. and inhale your scent.. and inhale it with the same hunger and force like I would drink a bottle of water after crossing a desert for months. I was craving for you.. with my entire being. Though, understandable that I didn't hear the customs officer questions at first.. and I had to excuse myself and explain I have no medical issues whatsoever. 'No, my family history doesn't have any medical issues of this nature either, officer. Please accept my apologies for the silence, I am just drunk with happiness.'

No idea if he believed me or not - he let me go. If only he knew.. what my thoughts were like.. in those moments. I take a cab from airport.. give the driver the address of the hotel.. and watch the window. I don't see anything outside - only the rain drops, rapidly falling on the cab windows.. leaving patterns of water that will be erased in a few seconds. I am usually chatty and friendly with the cab drivers - this time, though, I found it better not to. I don't know what he might think about a friendly guy with a quite [still] visible hard-on. I let myself get flooded by more thoughts. The anticipation is at quite a high level.. and my fingers are no longer able to remain still. We reach the destination.. the hotel we arranged to meet at. There is a queue of cars and buses in front so the cabbie has to stop quite far from the entrance. I pay quickly and get out of the cab.. the rain is happy and welcoming a new target.. to soak. The drops seem to know I still have areas that are dry.. and manage to infiltrate everywhere.

I want to go to the hotel doors.. to enter the lobby - I am a few minutes earlier.. and my right foot moves for half a step.. when I suddenly freeze. Completely. I cannot move.. and I cannot even breathe. Even the rain seems to have stopped [only in my mind]. And the reason for all this.. I see you, [lover]. Getting out of another cab.. a few good meters away, in front of me. You didn't notice me.. and I get to see you moving, while closing the cab door.. and making the first steps. Your hips.. hypnotize me.. for a second. I regain full control of my body and my I start running.. to shorten the distance between us. I stop when I am about 2 meters away from you.. and walk, fast - in the rain. You are walking fast as well.. trying to get to the hotel door. You are walking faster than I do - you simply cannot. No one could, at that moment.. to walk faster than I do. I am not walking.. I am floating.

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